Another no...

This time as a phone call. To warn me that a letter from HR would be arriving. Prolly this afternoon. Prolly why she called at 8am and apologized for likely waking me. You know, because I don't have a job that gets me out of bed early in the morning to do productive things. Who's to know if I stayed in bed all day?

They claimed "no experience" but I know for a fact that they use AP and hire people who don't know AP. WTF? And also, how can everyone expect an experienced person? First of all, if I had experience it would mean I had a job, and likely it was better than working for you and I would still be there. Secondly, how can I ever get experience if no one is willing to give me a chance in the first place? You see, McDonald's (where I will soon be forced to work) doesn't provide me with relevant experience, so how can I ever get experience? I call bullshit.

And I sort of wish I was clever enough to come up with a work from home idea. Something I can make or write or do. But I can't even finish a thesis or the laundry. I'm tired and I'm frustrated. With every rejection I lose a bit more of what little self-esteem I have.

Ach, laundry's done. Gotta pick up the dog from the groomer.